Life is fun!

Okay, I know I just said on my last post that I was going to be a busy bee for my 3rd quarter exams and in any case you want to know and I'd like to emphasize, I am (weh) reviewing right now for my last day of heaven tomorrow (see the sarcasm there, huh?) but unfortunately I found myself browsing on my Twitter page and realized some random things which are, obviously, I wanna share through my blog. 

But before anything else, this is not actually a very serious matter, it is just (like what I mentioned) some realizations in life. Well, now you're on my page, why not try reading this one? 

As a teenager, we are facing a lot of problems. Like yeah, school stuff, parents, family, friends and if you are unlucky, having a love life. I am not bitter, first and foremost. But don't you think having a boyfriend just sometimes complicate your life? Well, in my opinion. It is not a matter of fact, anyway. That is another story which I would mind talking about. 

ANYWAY, these past few days, I noticed that some of my friends are having a hard time moving on with their lives. But before we go with that, I am not going to preach here and act like Ms. Know It All. After all, there's no big deal saying what you think and feel, right? Though, limitations should always be there. Things about moving on, being happy and being contented are now issues. Well, they have always been. What suprises me is that, we, teenagers think and overthink about them a lot. 

I am also a teenager and faces many trials in life. There comes a time when I literally asked myself, 'why do I have to experience this when in fact I am just a teenager girl/a high school girl and I AM NOT THAT MATURED enough yet to face such chaos?' But, everything happens for a reason, as we always say. 

Moving on in the first place is actually a huge issue in one's life when you go deeper. Like really, moving on is NOT DONE overnight and will never be. Unless the situation hasn't given you that trouble too much. But that is not the issue. If a situation or memory has made you feel a lot, you would always find yourself having hard time moving forward with your life. Why so? Because memories are not forgotten. True enough. There will always be a time when somebody leaves you (like they always say, people come and go) but the experiences you've shared together will always be permanent. Scars. 

I don't know why being happy is now a problem. And, I mean it. As I say to myself every time I find a hard time being happy with my life, 'happiness is a choice'. You will never experience it if you keep on looking back. You will never experience it if you let the ghost in your past manipulate you and your feelings. Yes, we are humans. We get tired and hurt. But, like the storm, it is not forever. There will always be another day with the sun smiling brightly at you. NOW, it is your choice whether to greet him back with a smile on your face.

Being contented has always been an issue ever since. Like when you were a little kid and you kept on comparing yourself with other people. I would say, this is also my huge problem because sometimes I wanted myself to have more, feel more and do more. But remember this, being contented always comes with being happy and thankful. Learn them first. Then you will contented in any way. 

I don't know if this will make you feel better. I don't know if this will make your life change. But remember, it's now or never. Be miserable or be happy. You always get to choose. Sorry, I just had to write what my head tells me to do. :) 

We don't get the "happiness" we want in a snap. But we always have a choice to make everything right.

Miss Little Tall Girl Named, 
Bea